Deep breaths on occasion. Wake up everyday to the same few faces. Destination to the same few places. A mind filled with a thought that never erases. I’m usually the one running but lately I’m all about the chases. Get messed up along the way, but I’ll be straight like teeth with braces. I’ve let go like I’ve lost all hope. What’s left will be written on that last note. I’m ahead of our game, forfeiting for the loss. All i got now is the rest of my life and your gift in my car. One I’ve been spending a lot of time making. I thank you for your assistance, i thank you for your patience. This is not an overreaction, maybe a mere distraction. Whether I’m here or there, you’ll continue living, loving, laughing. I am not the epitome of your existence, nor shall i ever be. You are the way you are because of you, troubled but yet so lovely. Please don’t be surprised like this happened suddenly. I’ve said it before, i love when you hug me. I love when you love me. At one point you could see yourself loving me. Unconditionally. Even though initially, where this would go was just a site to see. But now that it’s clear to me, i need to let go for my own sanity. And you’ll let me go like there’s no fight in ya. I’ll be fine as long as one day you fall in love.
One last note, one last letter. Even though I’ll be gone, i hope you keep it forever. And remember, life will get better. It’ll be full of happiness and traveling to places with beautiful weather. I hope one day to see you in the city of love itself. We can share a glass of wine, i heard it’s good for your health. Better yet, good for your heart. Maybe we’ll realize that we should of never been apart. Why be apart when our souls are a part of each other’s hearts? I’ll miss you. Maybe after a year or two, I’ll have a thousand reasons why i do. Everything moved so fast. Wish i could of slowed it down, but i can’t go back to the past.
Sorry for what I’m about to do. An ending to a story that had potential to be beautiful. Time and time again, you were wonderful. For forever and a day, I’ll believe in you. I’ll never forget what you taught me. Simplicity. Positivity.