Scarred by our past, what we’re given in the present never seems to last. We push away possibilites cause we’re not ready for it emotionally. We let nothing in but brand new friends. We stare at what’s there, start to care, but become aware of feelings that we might have to share but we can’t cause life isn’t fair. Now we’re stuck at a fork in the road where you insist I leave you, that I go. I rather stand there but no longer allow my feelings to show because we both know that this a no go. What was expected was for us to meet halfway. I made my way, but wherever you are, you decided to stay. And that’s okay.
Scared by our future, we’re afraid to become the losers. We’re afraid to set anything in stone now because the stone may disappear without a doubt and what we thought we had will no longer be around. The persistence was there simply to get to know one another. The consistency was lacking because one or both did not want to be a bother. Again, feelings will not be shown. There was always only feelings, but I just made it known. So the poetry and the “I adore thee” and saying I miss you are things I won’t really do.
Content with the present, fine about the recent people we’ve let in. Like I said before, nothing is gonna change, I’ll remain the same. As I did state, you’re great. So let’s not debate about feelings or revealing them. Let’s just let things ride like they always have and watch how we’ll get over our pasts, look back at it, together, and laugh 🙂